I like myself

Sunday, May 31, 2009 5/31/2009 12:55:00 AM

lesson no. 30--- be sincere and pple would be sincere back, PS: would. so there's a 50-50 chance. :D

exam's the next day.. yes i'm writing this at 1256 on sunday early morning

so far.. i've been feeling rather relaxed after i've finished lect 5, factor analysis. or lect 6, mds. cos the rest were kinda just output method writing

it seems like there's no questions to asked of DX for stats. no chance..

sigh..
i'm not looking forward to hol in fact. cos i'm working a job that has not much things to do..
i want to work in an environment where i'm enjoying what i'm doing.
and the work i'm working is one that i had no choice

ok.. i should probably do dinnie and brin's fb notes: 30 things i should not do in this year.

i should not start my blog with a lament. or a sigh.
haha!!!

ok, this post i saved as draft before exam.. and now i've finished exam, i've got the time.

exam wasnt good, becos mcq caught me and made me spent minutes and in the end, no time for section B and section C. i din finish the paper in the end. sad sad sad...this was my second attempt.. i really hope that ican get the marks i want and get into Hons.

ok... now into the real thing...saw fb.. and my friend had bday wishes from many pple.. and two to four of them are from council.. then i tot to myself.. what in the world did i do that didnt get their wishes.. i guess i din click well with them. to start talking to them again seems so difficult. as a matter of fact, i dunno what is it at all, that made them not like me.
i felt like i was an odd one out even though i felt the belongingness to sc..

and i don't connect with teachers.... sadly... i wonder what kind of words can come out of my mouth to maintain a convo. i guess i need to be proactive... but keep racking my brains for such is just so tiring.

how i wish i can just do my stuff without having to care about your attitude and ur face and watever feelings u may show, and the probability that it will jeopardize my future.

if only we are NOT human (human-The Killers) a song btw.

the world is such a facade.. no doubt.. but i guess we gotta learn and put on a sincere smile..so pple will treat us more humanely.

like i saw this show, Catch me Now, a hk drama. inside, they feature 2 beautiful women, miss hk of 2006, both are winners.. the prettier one is of course.. 1st. she got such sweet smile.

a smile so sincere that u can feel it from the pics themselves. and btw, she's sexy. i'm soo ogling at her..and if iwere a guy, i'll go for her. and that is if i'm rich.. and famous in the acting industry.. like those really cool guy. with lotsa girls. cool, tall and handsome. and gentleman. and smart.. and oh so well educated...

ok . i am sidetracking.

This is her. she got great figure btw..

i am sooo liking this.

her name is Aimee Chan Yan-mei (陳茵媺), Miss Hong Kong 2006 and Miss International Goodwill

more can be found on google....

This is like so bias.. but i just love it too!

yes.. she is so sincerely.. sweet looking. i'm so in love with her. of course, my main and all time fav actress are, myolie wu, bernice liu. and others oso.. like guo xian ni

yes.. to be sincere means to be beautiful..

ok.. gotta sleep. good nite. i'm viewing too much of aimee..

Saturday, May 23, 2009 5/23/2009 11:15:00 PM

lesson # 29--- speak thou minds

yes, speak what u think. speak what u're unhappy with. speak it out now before it's all too late. speak now and not keep in inside you becos nobody would understand what you're thinking about for goodness sake!!!!!!

i'm glad that the past 2 to 3 days, pple asked me abt my pm on msn. they cared for me. of course, those who didn't i'm not saying anything bad abt u and ur intention and etc.

it's just that, i felt rather comforted to have pple to care. as compared to my mom. she was badly hurt. a really deep cut into her heart and yet, no one is available readily there to comfort her. i feel bad, unable to be the best person to comfort her. as a daughter, and as someone who studied psychology, i ought to let her talk and perhaps push my work aside and just listen to her..

oh well. until now she's yet to get over this issue. whereas me, i got over it but just that it occasionally haunts me abit. but i'm going to use a very intellectual thinking disposition to talk to my aunt's son. and to speak tactfully, so he wont have any prejudice against me.

i do know that he's got prejudices against us oready. but i just dunno what kind. and i need him to really talk. he doesnt show much emotions and thoughts. so it's really difficult for me to break open to him and into him.

i din know my aunt had such thoughts of my mom after so long.. like 3 yrs? she is someone who speaks her mind whenever she feels that it's not right.. and to speak with such crude mean words. that's her. and becos of that personality of hers, led my mom to be afraid of many things that she would like to say to her.

and becos of this reason, led to some sort of chain reaction. My aunt was sick then, and my mom said something that my aunt misunderstood. However, she perhaps din wish to clarify and regarded my mom as some evil mean sister who would stoop low to hurt her and as if she's going to get some inheritance like that.

my mom's nt thatkind of person. she wouldnt do that. and what for would she do that?? revenge becos she has been hurt by my aunt for years?? no. my mom just receives and get hurt by her words that's all. And after that, she forget them and befriend my aunt again. for this issue about 'hurting her heart when she was sick', my mom forgot what she said and for what reason she said that. it's not that she dun want to admit that she said those words to my aunt. but she really forgot and is forgetting a crime?? hello!? you're sick that time, it could be that you're hearing it wrongly too! why wouldnt u clarify earlier like right after u're feeling much better?? why not clarify with us when we went up to visit u???

if u wanna argue tht u rmbed clearly and it's not that u rmb wrongly or heard wrongly, and my mom's forgotten abt it, why cant u just say forget it. my mom said sorry, if this is what u want but why would u say that u dun accept her apology? Going around to tell tales, and ask ppple what does that sentence means, of course would invite pple to stand by your side, but what if my mom were to recall that she din mean it that way but U INTERPRETED WRONGLY?!?!

my mom cowers when you're sick, and heartbroken to hear that you're sick. why would she even say those words that hurt u?! since young, she hasnt say anything bad about u to hurt u, LET ALONE NOW!! and seriously, it' is ur interpretation that she would want to hurt u ONLY WHEN YOU'RE SICK. 为什么要以小人之心度君子之腹

pardon my chinese if u may.

it is my aunt who constantly wreck her r/s with my mom, with her helpers and perhaps many other pple around her with her own attitude, words and actions.

my aunt oso said herself that her temper's bad, but why wouldnt she care to change it so she would not hurt pple? yes.... many , MANY!! pple called and wish to visit her when she was sick that period. we didnt.. yes. we were in the wrong. But i guess different pple has different way of expressing their concern. if own sister didnt come to visit me, i'll be hurt.. but i wont be mindful if she explain her reason to me... and i reply to her NICELY. so she would know and be guilty of her mistakes. that's how evil i am if i were her. but she didnt. she kept it inside her and accumulate her hatred towards my mom. that's even more evil i think.

so two issue's down. another 2 issues to go.

yes.. again.. again.. that's what my aunt said. that's why she hated my mom to the core. but u got ur bloody mouth!!!

cant u just speak up!?!?

during CNY, my mom said she's going to bring the pomelo and the nian gao for aunt. but as blur as she always is, she forgot. and i would like to make it clear that she din eat them all up. she forgot to eat her part oso, so that means we didnt eat.

becos cny passed for quite some time before she recalled, my mom therefore didnt dare to bring it to my aunt. yes she don't want to be scolded again for 'expired' niangao.. or mouldy niangao.. and shrivelled pomelo.

my aunt emphasizes on the good will pple give to her and she blamed us that we didnt deliver other pple's good will and in fact, kept it for ourselves. that's despicable yes. .but i swear to God that we do no such things. she's the only relative in singapore we have and they are the closest to us.

what for over such trivial stuff we quarrel and even to the point of cutting ties (almost, becos that's what i inferred from my aunt.) sigh.

she ccan just call to reprimand us if we were late in delivering her 'good-wills'. if not, when we visited her during the cny, she could just make another sarcastic comment to tell us what she wants.

yes. she will argue again saying, ' no. i purposely dun want to say. and i want to see how long u're going to bring it over. and i dun want to open my mouth, in case u're saying that i am greedy for such trivial stuff. it is expected of u to bring it to me when pple asked u to do so.'

yes.. there's a duty we must fulfil. and forgetfulness cannot be an excuse. pls. if u really want to argue, saying that we purposely want to keep it for ourselves, i'll just have to say, what abt gifts such as the 'yu piao'?? that's expensive, but we brought it for u. we din eat them ourselves. and it's just this two times. out of so many times??

ok, back to forgetfulness, and to the reason we're quite near to you, to find tothe root of the prob, it is ur attitude tat put my mom off. why cantwe talk like before?? why must u show ur attitude and made my mom think that you've got something against her, preventing her from coming to find u, or even have u in her thoughts.

yes you're going to go back into circle to the reason that she said those 'hurtful' words to u when you were sick.

the last issue, regarding the payment for tomb sweeping, we forgot to pay and we dun even know if we paid or not. so, tell us and we'll go clarify with our another relatives. if she oso forgot.. fine, we'll pay again. it's not like we dun want to part money for the dead. oh.. ya.. only u have the filial piety and we dun.. yes... yes.. oh yess.. we are that kind of person in ur eyes.. forever... we gobble money, we gobble good will, we stab u in your heart and we are the ones who could be the creator of potential sickness relapse. eh! we're ur relatives!

ok.. so once again, i'll say it logically, for the issue that my mom said those hurtful words to you, there's no proof, no third party and based on ur constituent at that moment, AND! u din bother to clarify but keep inside u (as compared to the past, you just shoot whatever comes into you mind, suanning and scolding, and whatever shit comes out). you think we're psychic?? we will read what u are thinking in ur mind?? hellow! we're not liable for such things if things go wrong!?

yes, u'll argue again that you're sick, no longer wans to be like the past, i dun want to waste effort on such things.

HA! dun want to waste effort on saying these stuff.. yes.. and the shit u get back are all these consequences u created. not us.. seriously. partially, we're wrong.. but to rectify this prob, it's not abt who's in the wrong now. now. the only solution is to accept the apology and learn our mistakes. we got our mistakes, and u got ur attitude problem mistakes.

pls dun use ur sickness as an excuse again to have an upper hand over us. we're not going to accept it. if u speak ur mind, that sickness of urs still presents itself in our mind, reminding us that we should be more alert and not make u angry or watsoever....

a harsh punishment from u by not telling us what u're thinking is so not going to work on us. classical condition is not useful.

and she's spreading it like we're the evil ones. even to her son i'm sure.

Friday, May 15, 2009 5/15/2009 12:08:00 AM

lesson no. 28--- be normal, so what if you're the star?

i saw GuoLiang, Lai yi ling and PORNSAK ytd!!!! they were shopping at isetan orchard!!!

i saw pornsak's side view when they were taking e escalator up to the 3rd floor. i recognize him immediately!!! oh my..

even the guys from the descending escalator said he saw pornsak on the ascending escalator.

everyone is eyeing on pornsak! he's like so eligible!!! he's my ou xiang. he's the best artiste i've seen so far..

quick witted, smileys everytimes, good eloquence, good looking, smart, good chinese, humourous, etc..

he's just too good!! he's a good host i'd say for his age.. and his no. of years of experience. he's fair oso!!!

guoliang.. he's tall and big sized. but he looks so good.. although i onlysaw his back, he gave me the feeling of security. yes that kind of guy who gives sense of security is rare... and he's like some eligible bachelor?!

lol!! and lai yi ling, she's so pretty!!!
she's quite petite.. and her hair was nicely permed and when she tied a pony tail, high one... her hair was in a curl. nice!!! and she was wearing those silky yet course material top... it's rather big sized.. wing-ey sleeves... and i din notice she was actaully pregnant.. haha! cos i was wondering why is she putting her hands at her back.

she's such a beautiful mom. :D

All three wore very nice that day. yay!!! i'm so lucky to see them!!!

but too bad i was just too scared to take fotos with them.... sigh. as usual..
but of course, i dun want to disturb their shopping time too.. they are afterall humans.. and they need a break i guess??

the moral of the story?? dress nice.. and no need any 'fly' sunglasses.. makes u look even more dao.

they looked frenly.. but i dunno la.. prob some may appear to be cold even though they laugh and looked sociable on tv.. haha

be normal

Tuesday, May 12, 2009 5/12/2009 12:59:00 AM

it's nick quah's sweet 16 today! May 11!!!

he had fun btw... and i'm envious of him becos he's 16 and he's goteverything a guy had wanted..

i love him still. haha!!!

this is just so random. but haha! who cares!

Sunday, May 10, 2009 5/10/2009 03:20:00 PM

lesson no. 27--pride and prejudice??

yest met up with ben for theory lesson and i admit that i'm mana mana dane??

i think thats jap for substandard.. not up to the standard (according to that bloody ben)

so yup we were at starbucks.. and haha.. one thing to note... i saw a couple (who spoke cantonese) kissing. like literally face to face.. not caring anyone watching them and just beside me!

what the.. even ben told me that they should make out at some other places and not the public.

haha!!!

so ben was talking to his lover gurl and he likes her.. so.. i saw her msn foto.. yeah she's indeed pretty. but ben said.. u want to know what's pretty??

he showed me another girl who's on his fb. yeah in deed she's prettier. but of course.. her complexion was oh- so-good, so luscious. but she had some simple make up...

pls... if she's pretty by nature.. a simple make up would of course make her more beautiful. ppl like me, simple or thick make up wont make a diff... becos she's she, and me's me.

i'm not her! i may be lamenting abt my imperfections and everything abt myself, but at least i have self esteeM? i have my pride! i may be ugly, but so what?? i know i am.. but do you have to spell it out??

(in general) comparing a pretty gal with an ugly girl (subjective) is just so unfair to the ugly girls.

Sometimes i do dislike some not so pretty gals.. but i always reflect.. why did i even have that thought?? everyone has their own life and they deserved to be appreciated. i always feel guilty abt that.

so if someone comes around to tell me that, my make up was TOO MUCH, (when at first i said that pretty gal's got make up on anw) (and whati meant was, she's beautiful, dun compare me with her)

just becos i was compared to a beautiful girl... what does that mean??

i was deeply hurt at that moment. i feel like crying but i just held back and do my work... and he kept saying... oh angry le, you angry ah... yeelee angry oh... eh. .you angry ah.

wtf! cant you bloody tell??? do you have to keep asking and emphasizing on that?? you should bloody hell shut your mouth oready becos u should realise that u have no right to even comment on someone's make up when it was meant for her bday!??

ya i may be putting on too much make up... but .. your tone!!! the timing?!?! it's alll so wrong!!!

so what if you know alot abt fashion?? so whatif you got general knowledge? so what if youve seen the world more than i have.??

of course, i told him i am not.. and went on with my work..... *i was toned down abit by then*

so yup... he treat me to bakerzin cake.. i wonder why.. he told me he's got 800 plus dollar in his bank so he can treat... ok.. fine.. thanks

of course i'm grateful for his treat.. cos that piece of ambrosia( i think it's spelt that way) was 6.50 w.o gst..

but before that.. he was looking at some set meal... i was asking him what he ordered, he said.. shut up.. (in a teasing way ofcourse)

but, hello??? i'm just being nice here!? i'm just curious what you ordered.... and perhaps we can talk abt something related?? he told me to shut up.. a few times...

so i was on the verge of slapping him.. and i told him that.. he said. .ok, come and slap me lor.. come..

yes.. my mind just instinctively instigated my hand to go over and sweep across his face.. and yes i slapped...

i was abhorred at what i did... that instant when i land my hand, i felt guilty. i shld have better control of my EQ. he was kinda shocked.. but i just told him that he deserved it cos he said slap me.

he was.. sad i think.. cos he was going to treat me... (yet to order cake) and yet i return him with a slap... yes i know that's ungrateful.. but oh well.. i felt bad..

ok.. so after eatingthe cake... he finishing the spaghetti, we talked abt something like whati want to do.. and what goals i have.. and if i were to help pple, i shouldnt earn the money thru counselling. .cos that's not truly helping..

and he kept saying 'your problem is this... etc..'

the thing here that i am pissed of was the phrasing... 'your prob..'

yes i know.. you're tryin to show me what i was saying, how illogical.. or how inconsistent is it with my goal..etc.. but prob he should phrase his sentence like.. now.. what you're thinking and saying is abit inconsistent.. prob u want to review what u mean?? becos it's not really abt making money from those clients that u wanted, when you said you wanted to help them at first.. so does that mean that your main aim or priority should be purely out of good heart to help them?

..sigh... and i kept thinking abt the slapping part.. was i wrong?

after much thought.. until nw that i posted this blog, i felt no guilt anymore.. becos he deserved that.. not for the phrasing issue.. but the comparison issue.

a slap in exchange for my pride and self-esteem worth it all.

i do admit that i have low self esteem.. but nevertheless. i have my pride.

Saturday, May 9, 2009 5/09/2009 03:04:00 PM

lesson no. 26- perfect your imperfections

oh well... just saw my pri sch friend's foto and i realised how imperfect my life was. There's so much things i wanted... yet i cannot have them. and i seriously wonder why. is it becos i'm not proactive enough? or is it my personality? or how i mingle with pple.? am i sincere and thoughtful for others?? or etc???

she's rewarded with lotsa stuff. 1st up.. bubbly personality and pretty looks. smart and good figure.
elegant and rich... sincere and humourous.. i think that's all i can think of now... yes rich that's the thing.. but is rich everything??

her house's design is so what i wanted. although i dun have a concrete idea of what i wanted for a home.. cos i'm not that exposed.... but one look at her house, i know i wanted that kind of design..

but of course, that would bring me to the 2nd point that if you want great stuff like that, you need money. and that leads us on to finding a good bf.. or husband that loves u ..yet....rich and can afford to spend money on things i think should be spent on.

that means practical stuff... yet packed with elegance. or creativity ( or a feeling of art sense)

i'm not sure if i inherit any of my mom's genes.. or rather ..i'm not sure if she got the genes of being artistic.. but i am sure i did..

i study psych... i like to read books, but i dun always do ( due to many certain reasons. :P) and i like art.. and i like music.. and i'm learning music... and i like to express myself in art and music.. oh ya.. i like dance too.. but one thing's missing... confidence. or rather.. the perception and values i was instilled.. the environment factor.. the role models( ok.. i'm referring to my parents.. but i'm not blaming them for what i've became)

and seriously, education is impt.. what school u enroll ur child in.. has a great effect.. and yes. that explains the kiasu-ism in singapore. must be the best of the best...
ok.. i may be complaining abt the parents nowadays but sometimes... i do agree with them on certain things. giving tuition..and best education.. but for me.. i'll make the child be independent. that's impt.. and to expose them with lotsa knowledge.. general ones. and not just the school work. i would encourage them to be sociable and teach them manners... and hopefully... via the great environment i'm going to give... that is home..

therefore, home is important.. how u design ur house.. and the things u put in influences so much!

ok.. so that leads us on to being sociable.. so we can be exposed to more variety of choices.. hehehe!

and who noes, u might get what u want afterall?? lol.. for me.. i used to think ang moh is like the choice i should choose.. but come to think of it.. i dun usually mix with any ang mohs... i get super insecure.. cos i dun really noe how to speak well and i feel stupid when i'm with them. but i'm trying to change that point though. :D

Anyway, i get super depressed when i see or noe these stuff. becos i am soooo aware of the things that i wanted, are not present in my life. even friends makes me sad... i'm writing this cos while i'm chatting w my fren, i talked about frens who are kinda superficial. They look at things that appeal to them.

an e.g.--- guys would help girls who are attractive and very girly. or feminine.. and intelligent. but they dun help girls who are not girly enough, not attractive and yet independent, and who dun speak much and being very ignorant.. sigh...

i hate them.
they are a bunch of un evolutioned pple ( if there's such description)...

i'm not going to list down like what my fren did in her blog of a list of qualities a guy should have if i'm considering to get myself a bf or husband.

cos there's so many envtal factors that affects our impression towards a guy.

but the main factor still remains:

at least averagely rich.. and not being those stingy kind?? i just hate guys who are stingy..

of course i wont be so bad to ask him to treat me whenever he meets me.. i very automatic one!!!

and he's got to be smart as in.. intelligent.. but humble.

to be at least in one of the category: read books, music (best, if it's classical style), dance.

and he gotta be humourous. or rather.. able to engage in conversation with me. :D

and not be childish. haha!!!

But of course, not everyone is perfect... you cant find the perfect person at all.. becos u know there's such things as imperfection. like me myself, i am fully aware that there's so many imperfection in my life.. and that's why ....yes. i'm so depressed. i hate lamenting and not doing something to it.. i'm lazy. i know..
and i know even more well that i should all the more change my health compromising behaviour

so why am i focusing so much on my imperfection? becos pple dun see their imperfection?? it would be wise to see imperfection and change to become perfect. and those whodun see.. get

to be in situation they sometimes dun like..

ya.

ok.. enough of this long postssss

Friday, May 8, 2009 5/08/2009 11:27:00 PM

lesson no. 25--- do your best, get your best

Hi to all my fans out there! (lol. sounds like i'm some big star!)

anyway... it's been almost one month since i've blogged and it's amazing how i can be so concentrate in my studies until i neglect blogspot!

as a matter of fact, i was doing last min work due to 1 month of outing with friends. yes.. that's the first month of school since it started. hmm yes march.

watched shows like.. valkyrie. DMC!!!!! hmm what else?? anyway that's not impt.. what's impt is

i want to watch Wolverine show. it's nice. i like special power pple. they make me fantasize that i have special powers too!

i like jean's power.. that's what i wanted. to control things with my mind~~~

ok. just a record here i would like to share.

i spent abt 1 and half day to finish a 2000 word essay.

2 days on a very specific and intricate human ethic lab proposal. that's difficult ok! but i managed to come up with a good one..cos......

even the teacher was chipping in to my idea and suggest a good model for it. and she seems helpful in reviewing my report..

if it's those who dun listen and do last min stuff.. she gets rather short tempered and even dun care abt them... bias right? i knw

but that makes u strive for the better and be the student who is the apple of the eyes!

and i scored 76.5% for my stats mid term!!!! i am soooooooooooooooooooo happy!!!

i actually got 75.5.. but i said just'clarify' and showed her what i wrote.. she said ok.. i'll add u your 1 mark..

oh my god!! cos this module i retake.. and i got such lousy marks.. failed i think.. and i couldnt understand what she was saying that time.. now.. i do. and with enthusiasm somemore!! i feel so encouraged this time round.

there's so much of gratitude i want to express to her but i dunno how.

ok.. den comes my 30th april, my bday party!!! yes on that day i got lesson.. an extra lesson though. i shouldnt have gone for that!!! cos if i dun go, i;ll have time to perhaps do my hair... instead of leetting it down and making me look so 'song- hokkien'. meaning very sua ku.

oh well... the party i felt it was... ok.. not whati wanted.. not my ideal one.. so sad!!!

i saw my fren's 21st.. and i'm so envious of her!! she get those nice ex presents and a beautiful home of 2 floors atleast with great sense of design of the home!

mine?? not rich yet spend so much of the food.. and hotel.. and the dress.... and get such not so fun atmosphere

and in fact. i dun feel happy at all.. cos i dun feel close to them. or rather.. i felt that they are not entertained.. like bff..

no games no talking no mingling.. no nothing

no preparation done.. all in a hurry... and no fun..cos i invited a lot of not so close frens..

i din want to... but becos it was from the sentosa plan.. .i cant afford to say, ps, you;re not invited. '

oh well, i am still glad that they came. :D

and ...its just that there's no fun in the foto taking... it's just smiles and smiles and pose.. no funn y faces.. no special event took place and we never film and i wonder why...

i guess i wast prepared. i din plan.. like my bday itself. i should plan like in jan or even dec.. if not i've already booked aloha resort.. and not this lousy orient ocean

i seriously hate this restaurant now.. they are so rude! or rather the captain was so rude!!!

he clapped his hands to asked us to move out in 5 mins???

wtf!

i am seriously abhorred by what he did to my friends oK!! it's the first time... or i dunno how many times (rare) i actually scold this vulgar. i'm so offended.. and the longevity bun???

there's this extra big one for the bday person.. and i tot there's something inside.. those lotus paste.??

and i dunno i tot there was and so i gave my aunt that.. for take away..

and now she accused us to giving her just the white bun skin.. so disgusting she said... wat the..

how i know!! and i felt so hurt when she hurled those words at us... not that she purposely... but that's what she is and how she always speak

and their peking duck with the eggroll skin?? its so fatty and disgusting! i am so not going to patronise them FOREVER!

****appeased......****

ok.. on that day we took a no. of fotos after bday.. and there were taking fotos for some scandal story that we will be using for our (my jcu clique) movies.. yes. u saw it...

MOVIES!!!

yes. we will be filming our own movie clip during the month of june.. anyone interested can tell us.. we'll give u a role. and for everyone to know.. i will be the director. and my fren qiying ad perhaps other few will be the scriptwriter...

the story line is yet finalised. but it revolves around police, bad guy, love, scandal, movie.

i'm so excited over this becos my dream of being the director or the filming person, is finally going to be realised!!

i want to show pple my skills. heheh

and ok.. back to my bday.. received alot of pressies. and i thank you all here

a list of what pple gave::

Mom-- a diamond necklace

Dad- my bday party

qy, annie, jessie, alvin , jia yen, francisca, jy--- angbao of 160

ian sam lyn-- a board with clips

rebecca, jooleng, ariel, jy-- a glass pendant necklace. those colourful one. and one haha! indian looking blue earring

lewis, esther-- a necklace with flowers as pendant

aunty cindy--40 angbao

yan and dinnie-- a beautiful heart with dangling hearts perlini silver necklace.

ade, simin-- a big cushy bag

srjc--rebecca, mich, hwee,karthi, jo--- anna sui au de toilette perfume.. the latest onei think.. cant rmb the name

uncle David-- a new racket.(badminton)

uncle joe-- 200 angbao (i love his present the most. LOLx!

lee lee and jeffry- a black bag and passport holder

sophia/chaylee-- 2 books by angus and one more i cant rmb

ben-- 20 angbao

jiesheng and my aunt- an accessories box and small white bag( it's literally small) lol

deshanne, lynnette, diana, shelin-- a flowery hat, laptop bag, and a small bag?

i think that's all...

thanks for the presents.. really!!! i appreciates it very much!!!