Thursday, November 26, 2009 11/26/2009 02:55:00 AM
lesson no. 64-- to know your friends through time
oh right!!! Today was the crappiest day ever happened to my life!!! Yes i did say that before and it just so happened that it's a ppt day too!
yes...too many coincidences!!! ok la.. not that.. but.. alot of probs..
ok we've done previous trimester.. that is attended the trimester SP52.. now SP53.
We had the ppt done before in a manner that we will speak for 3 hours and yea.. lecture cum activities.
So we were chosen to go as the first group. FYi, we had working adults and researchers in the group itself!
So you can imagine how 'no time' we are. We had little time to prepare.. so some of us.. finished our slides today itself and write scripts and all.. no time to really rehearse...
Damn my mates for saying they were just as unprepared as other group members..
pls not as unprepared as me.. i seriously wondr what i was doing.. its Adult Attachment Interview.. how can i prsent well??
and the informations were all over and so messy..so to compile them it's a tough feat!
They say after pptn, one would have a deeper understanding of the topic itself.. eh.. hello? i don't?? at least.. for my part...
*shrugs*
Ok.. so before class starts, i went to print out my notes.. so i brought it and when i read it.. only then! I realised.. how
**** up the machine was??? it printed in a mirror image page.. that means.. the words are opposite.. you need a mirror to read the words!!
yes.. no kidding.. u heard me... IT'S TRUE!!! how can a com/printer do that??? so against the logic?? damn
i was totally lost~! So i had no choice. to write down whaevr i had to speak on that paper..
So pptn started and guess who speaks first?? our PRC!
oh ya.. continuing from 'we are the first group to present', we were given 2 hr 30 mins to present.. 7 ppe in a group.. and each max 20 mins.. it's kinda short... i guess.. as we present more. and longer.. one would think 3 hours seminar is chicken feet!
hahaha! esp when there's a bountiful of knowledge for us to dig up.. i'ts like juicy gossip news you know!?
o back to PRC.. he took mor than 30.. more than 40 mins!!! could you imagine??? so everyone practically was rushing. iwas too..
but i tried not to show it.. yet again.. i was nervous..
cold..
shivering
not prepared.. AND my notes were in opposite words! i couldnt follow at all!!! i felt so wasted!!! i had no choice but to look at the slides and try to recall what ive went through alot of times. damn becos the whole part of mine ws so confusing... i couldnt understand what i was speaking of!
Guess what?? there's individual markin!!! and it's not Denise Dillion who's marking leniently! it's Dr. Nicole! she's so fierce and serious!
We were expected to have activities right? well.. there's no engagement! we supposed to have.. but it did not turn out well.. and it wasnt carried out in a proper manner to call for interaction.. There were plans to have interaction at the end of th eppt..
BUt becos of time constraints...the last two group members did not manage to present. So yeah.. practically everyone knew it was a lousy one.. we're all fretting abt it...
AND! dr Nicole came in and rubbed salt in our wounds!!
SHe ws not feeling for us..ok.. even if she doesnt., she should not express her dissatisfaction in such a way that she's scolding us and blaming us for not be able to stick to our timings and there fore unable to have activiites..
hello?? who was the one who ate into our time too?? HER!!!
made us felt so helplesss now!!
sigh~
yeap.. two of my friends were very concerned of me when i replied them in a bad manner.... and both of them callled... so sweet of them! seriously!!! but of course.. due to some 'no checking of hp' times, i had missed one.. so sorry!!
yup.. and when i was checking my fone.. anothr friend called.. we chatted like 2 hr 20 mins??
I'm amazed by how time flies when i'm chatting... the longest i chatted was 1 hr plus wiht my sec senior, David. i wonder how come we hit off so well.. and then after that.. lost touch until now... we are actually in the same classs!! how cool is that!?!?!
yup.. so yeah i was chatting with this friend of mine and i'm grateful for what my friend had done for me.. to sacrifice the timing meant for studying for me.. i'm so touched!!!
happy and contented to have such a ear lending listener.. haha!!!