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Wong Yee Lee, Cherin

1st May 88, Taurus

Nan Chiau primary high, Monk's Hill Sec, SRJC, James Cook Uni

ex-debator, Ex Student councillor, a procrastinating student (muahaha), Psychologist-to-be

Love:

that special one

my bed

*my family

*healthy food

*colours--green! orange and erm.. almost every colour. :D

*shopping

*violin and dance( if i ever learn them)

*movies .

hmmm did i write about the dream i had on the night of my ppt and chatting with friend?

i guess not. It was embarrassing though.. but heck la.. so what if this is public.. the main reason i'm going to say abt that dream is not abt the event itself.. but the meaning behind this dream... and yeap.. i got the so called 'analysis' from www.glamour.com/horoscope/dreamdictionary

ok.. i dreamt abt Brez once again.. after sooooo long. He's so much more handsome in my dream. So lean and tall and so mesmerizing. Saw him walking his terrier on the streets.. chased after him and said hi. Saw him eating at some coffee shop... and then it shifted to walking with him through some neighbourhood shophouses. Just talking and walking.. when he found a pouch that's red small and with the 'twist and click'kinda opening. it's plastic and old..and it's for his gf.. i think. couldnt remember.

He even expressed his amusement when the uncle put that pouch is a large special looking papery plastic bag.

So yeah..as we walked, we came to this bus stop and we boarded this bus.

on the bus, his face was very close to me.. i don't know for whatever reason. but i literally can feel his soft lips onto mine. cold and soft like some cotton wool. hmmm.... and he said.. something along the line that if i ever don't get a bf.. at least this kiss gives me a feeling/experience of being in one.


i was amazed..shocked by the words he said and the move he made.






Right... being able to remember vividly doesnt mean that i like it and enjoyed it and therefore i rmb. there were greater dreams but because i had a magnergy pillow pad (bio north magnet) right under my pillow that is why i couldnt recall. Like this morning? i had it under my pillow.. and i couldnt rmb what dream i had abt my new found fren. but i presume it's nothing special.

I went to that website and checked.. i clicked 'kiss' and voila! it signifies that i was happy and contended. hmmm indeed...it's quite true i think. of course.. i merely extracted out what they said. the whole thing can be found at that website.


ahh. i sometimes amaze myself unknowingly. how interesting my life is... in its way..


hahaha! o right!! i definitely love ytd! went out and had fun from like.. 2pm all the way to 1010pm! non stop! ok.. maybe there was.. when i was watching 'The Informant' from 7 to..hmm 9?


The show was really bad... becos it has no subtitles?? So u need to strain ur ears to listen to the conversation?? and becos there's self narration, the lingo they used was bad to be deciphered..

But it's about OCD i think.. like the main idea of this whole show.. COMPULSIVE LIAR!!!! like the one i went to watch this movie with?? muahaha.. yes. my fren is reading.. so yeah! it's YOU!

it's interesting how matt damon act so liek the character.. haha.. the moustache and the paunch... but hmm not much of facial expression to show the meaning of the show..

or rather.. it's quite confusing. But that's not the main point now..



ok.. so from 2 to maybe.. 330?? we had lunch at Just Acia... which i prefer to call it as not 'aSia' but 'a CHIA'!

Had a great lunch with great laughter and bantering...

then we went to TCC @ Millenia Walk!

it's amzing how we actually walked around marina sq and then voila! to an exit that led us to Millenia Walk!

i've never been there before... i'm glad that my fren brought me there. maybe my fren shall bring me to more places! Wee~!

Then we chatted from maybe.. around 4 plus to 6 15pm?? well the timing stated in this post were all estimates.. time flies when i'm with my friend! Sweet~!

too a few fotos. of the food and 1 of my fren. haha!

THen oh ya.. before we walked to millenia.. we wanted to catch either Ninja assassin or twilight. but sadded it's FULL OF PPLE!

so yea.. after millenia we walked to suntec to watch..

BUt while we're walking along the nice tall ceiling walkway of millenia.. i saw this 'perfume' shop.. something 'provence' cant rmb.. and i'm lazy to take the card out.


I got sprayed on by the lady boss with an eau de toilette called 'water of happiness'.


i was.. yeah! very happy so that kinda suited me.. and i am so in love w this smell now!!! HOW?!?!? so tempted to buy now.... awwww :( *pouts*


oh well.. i still got like burberry's and anna sui yet to finish.. hmm i dun like anna sui.. given by my frens.. and i made a wrong choice.. yeap. it was my 21st bday pressie.

then i stil ahve the small bottle of poison from christian dior.. that's my mom. but i liked its unique womanly sexy poisonous smell.. i decided to asked for it frm mom. muahhaa!

i like Dior Ja' dore more than anything.. then.. Dior me Not also.. what else?? countless!!! Just like what i told my friend abt this perfume making show.. a guy kills women to extract the ultimate perfume.. that makes girls fell in love w just a whiff .


But yeah.. i wished i could have it for maybe.. next yr's present. hehehe! i'm thinking of splurging money on Prints.. or moleskin.. but come to think of it.. i've splurged on IMAC already! YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!


OK OK.. gotta contain my happiness!!! i know it's quite a dumb choice. as in.. i still have a working PC! but then............ hmmmm i dunno.. maybe i am a wastrel.. spending unnecessary money there.. sigh~!

but oh well.. even if i hadnt splurged it on that... i'd splurged it somehwere.. i dunno whre..

even w/o imac. i'm brimming w happiness still becos 1 thing.. the perfume that made me felt so.. blessed~! and 2... ive got ma mate walking Millenia walk with me ( in australian accent)


oh ya.. embarrassingly.. i bumped into people like almost TWICE?? so malu.. :( no.. not becos i'm distracted by my friend (which i think my fren will say it ) but it's i think.. the clothes?? or the perfume?? couldnt recall.. but it was very attractive..


haha! high class place man.. but the toilet sucks.. sooo smelly!! *pinches nose and waved hand across the nose*

so at suntec. .while waiting for the movie.. we took some fotos too.. :D


yup.. after the movies.. we went to novena. we did nothing though.. walk around.. talking.. and yup! we parted at 1010pm..

my fren wanted to see where i stay but i dumbly said,'i dunn wanna let u know'

???

what the hell?? maybe i should say.. u will know it sooner or later. but not now.. at least. it wont be that harsh eh?? sorry!


oh right.. so i reflected on my mistakes...



so what lesson can we learn from here??


simplistic is blissful oh right!!! Today was the crappiest day ever happened to my life!!! Yes i did say that before and it just so happened that it's a ppt day too!

yes...too many coincidences!!! ok la.. not that.. but.. alot of probs..

ok we've done previous trimester.. that is attended the trimester SP52.. now SP53.
We had the ppt done before in a manner that we will speak for 3 hours and yea.. lecture cum activities.

So we were chosen to go as the first group. FYi, we had working adults and researchers in the group itself!

So you can imagine how 'no time' we are. We had little time to prepare.. so some of us.. finished our slides today itself and write scripts and all.. no time to really rehearse...

Damn my mates for saying they were just as unprepared as other group members..
pls not as unprepared as me.. i seriously wondr what i was doing.. its Adult Attachment Interview.. how can i prsent well??

and the informations were all over and so messy..so to compile them it's a tough feat!

They say after pptn, one would have a deeper understanding of the topic itself.. eh.. hello? i don't?? at least.. for my part...

*shrugs*

Ok.. so before class starts, i went to print out my notes.. so i brought it and when i read it.. only then! I realised.. how

**** up the machine was??? it printed in a mirror image page.. that means.. the words are opposite.. you need a mirror to read the words!!
yes.. no kidding.. u heard me... IT'S TRUE!!! how can a com/printer do that??? so against the logic?? damn

i was totally lost~! So i had no choice. to write down whaevr i had to speak on that paper..



So pptn started and guess who speaks first?? our PRC!

oh ya.. continuing from 'we are the first group to present', we were given 2 hr 30 mins to present.. 7 ppe in a group.. and each max 20 mins.. it's kinda short... i guess.. as we present more. and longer.. one would think 3 hours seminar is chicken feet!

hahaha! esp when there's a bountiful of knowledge for us to dig up.. i'ts like juicy gossip news you know!?

o back to PRC.. he took mor than 30.. more than 40 mins!!! could you imagine??? so everyone practically was rushing. iwas too..

but i tried not to show it.. yet again.. i was nervous..

cold..
shivering

not prepared.. AND my notes were in opposite words! i couldnt follow at all!!! i felt so wasted!!! i had no choice but to look at the slides and try to recall what ive went through alot of times. damn becos the whole part of mine ws so confusing... i couldnt understand what i was speaking of!

Guess what?? there's individual markin!!! and it's not Denise Dillion who's marking leniently! it's Dr. Nicole! she's so fierce and serious!

We were expected to have activities right? well.. there's no engagement! we supposed to have.. but it did not turn out well.. and it wasnt carried out in a proper manner to call for interaction.. There were plans to have interaction at the end of th eppt..


BUt becos of time constraints...the last two group members did not manage to present. So yeah.. practically everyone knew it was a lousy one.. we're all fretting abt it...

AND! dr Nicole came in and rubbed salt in our wounds!!

SHe ws not feeling for us..ok.. even if she doesnt., she should not express her dissatisfaction in such a way that she's scolding us and blaming us for not be able to stick to our timings and there fore unable to have activiites..

hello?? who was the one who ate into our time too?? HER!!!


made us felt so helplesss now!!



sigh~

yeap.. two of my friends were very concerned of me when i replied them in a bad manner.... and both of them callled... so sweet of them! seriously!!! but of course.. due to some 'no checking of hp' times, i had missed one.. so sorry!!



yup.. and when i was checking my fone.. anothr friend called.. we chatted like 2 hr 20 mins??

I'm amazed by how time flies when i'm chatting... the longest i chatted was 1 hr plus wiht my sec senior, David. i wonder how come we hit off so well.. and then after that.. lost touch until now... we are actually in the same classs!! how cool is that!?!?!


yup.. so yeah i was chatting with this friend of mine and i'm grateful for what my friend had done for me.. to sacrifice the timing meant for studying for me.. i'm so touched!!!



happy and contented to have such a ear lending listener.. haha!!! how shalt i start?

ok.. previously i lamented on how much i missed a big fish and at that moment i thought it was over for me. The only person whom i regard to be the perfect person was gone... like *Poof*

I was thinking day and night about this issue and all the 'what-ifs' what if he's taken? what if i'm left on the shelf.. what if there's no one else who wants me.. ......etc...

Those are unduly worries now that i think back. Ok... plus now, i'm doing a proj on adult attachment, i realised that my attachment style wavers between preoccupied and fearful. this is so embarrassing ok!? who doesnt wish one has secure attachment?? But i guess... we cant change that fact.. our attachment style guides us to how we carry ourselves and how we perceive things... etc..

So after much work from the 4day temp job and my research and proj.. i've come to adjust myself to accept this bloody fact.
I'm losing this so called friend now.. because i've gain a new one.

Perhaps it's the age gap that's why. different perspective in lives and how we carry ourselves.
I've discovered myself a little more now...that i like guys below 30. muahaha! yeah... this friend i just know is still studying. and i think he's weird?? perhaps too much of studying had caused him to be a little bit ding-dang. he speaks as if we're in some fantasy island... talking abt that.. i should save alll our conversation! some of which were sweet, some of which were lame and very.. childhood like (not that i don't want to say 'childish' but the fact is.. i enjoyed our convo so much that it doesnt seems childish to me)

He once triggered me to even consider he has psychiatric prob... being all so friendly.. and hmm there is more to what i had in mind... just cant rmb now... and i asked him to do this attachment style questionnaire online... www.yourpersonality.net

yeah.. that's fyi!


he said he's secure. gosh.. definitely. i should have guessed it.. he speaks of such confidence and not shy about quite a no of things.. he dares to speak as if he's a partner? I dunno... maybe he sees it as if he's some friend who knows me like a brotherly-sisterly r/s. But then again... i'm under the insecure segment... icant comment much abt this


he even called to clarify why i was dodgy abt the issue we talked abt.. that is the 'hope thingey' yeah.. we had the same experience in this meeting new friend and having hopes abt the opposite.. and yeah.... quite weird to talk abt that.... no clear answers there..(a sign of insecurity here! >.<) but we said we werent thinking too much.. he thought i thought too much... i said i didnt...

well.. maybe i did.. but i would like to keep snapping myself back to reality... this pull-back action i'd do once in a while when i am submersed in the whole bantering... i dun like using the word 'flirt' here.. sounds so not.... 'secure here' haha!

sounds not me... i'd say. haha! maybe i did it unknowingly( or knowingly) but i'd prefer not to name it...

I seriously enjoyed alll that he's said on msn and on phone... its very intriguing... i was totally captured by his confidence and how he's able to act the way he is... like being an adult at a time and being a kid.. .at all times. haha! oh.. and i somehow played along w him of the whole fantasy thing.. like he's he devil and i'm the 'henchmen' called Devlyn?? damn.. such weird name he gave.. it was from Devilyn to Devlyn that is... -_-"

i know it's stupid.. it's lame!!! but i guess he's stressed out.. that's why the 'psychiatric' symptoms start showing. it would get worst when it's in the night and he's tired.. why would i know that?? e.g. i deflated his happiness( cant rmb what kind) and i said i was joking.. he said he'll forgive me if i said i love him.. so that! apparently portrayed his symptoms.. that he's delved deeper into his fantasy island. i was like.. this is so not true..

oh oh.. i almost misinterpreted what he said when he said i was pretty and he loves me..

as he broke it down, he meant it as i was pretty with words and he loves me like you know.. any one else.. like the brother sister.. friends kind of love??

gosh.. that's so misleading ok?? i dun like that! lucky it ws not face to face.. and lucky i don't show red ears or face when i'm shy. HOHO!

-_-

Girls just wanna have fun! *plays the song*

*snaps back to reality* ok.. did a search.. He's Virgo.. and it's the 'compatible' sign for my sign?? But then again... i do not wish to have high hopes.. it's tiring to snap back.. i wish i would be clear-headed... it's just a few days of chat! it cant really prove anything right??

Bsides, he said he'd like to thank me for being w him thru his 'dark times'.. which is the exam. haha!

So... yeah.. secured people are not thinking too much.. they just did it for fun.. they just thought this way is how friendship is formed...

and insecured people (me) shld just quit thinking about knowing the lines...where the cut is and where is the clear area... i know the conclusion... so i don't need to know the process and the clear lines.. all i need to know is that... what forms the conclusion is the fuzzy line that determines relationship and friendship.


Oh thanks to him.. i was able to forget that big fish..and to discover more abt myself. haha! http://sg.msn.astroyogi.com/Numerology/result.asp?call=3

My ruling No. is 1



This number is governed by the Sun and those born under it are highly original,
active, energetic, motivated, artistic and brilliant.
You are naturally attracted to people born between 21st July and 20th August, between 21st November and 20th December and between 21st March and 20th April. You are attracted towards the intellectual types. You could meet your romantic partner while on a journey or in a group.
You are lucky as far as your finances are concerned. But you will need to be careful about being too generous or extravagant. Some of you will need to be careful as you may fall prey to gambling.


Born on the 1st of the Month
The Sun gives you an intellectual bent of mind and you are attracted to mental rather than physical pursuits. Your leadership capabilities are highly developed which equips you to hold executive and administrative positions. You are courageous and brave and never hesitate to tackle the most of difficult of problems. You will gain knowledge through observation and travel. You have a highly original and innovative mind which does not lend itself well to simply taking orders. Some of you are highly creative and may possess artistic talents. Some of you could be attracted to the supernatural and occult sciences. I've get to really experience the feeling of 'working to numb oneself' or to 'forget someone'

Indeed for that 4 days of temp job at princess elizabeth pri (bukit batok), i did not think of him at all. I was happy and enjoyed the company of many enthusiastic kids... and the kids in my fellow facilitator.. as for the journey i went through during those days, i will blog them once i have the time...


only recently when my friend mentioned abt him.. as in.. asking how's the outcome ..i felt sad once again... it's so obvious that he went checking more profiles and ignored me...forget it so what if he's a great acheiver, has a highly paid salary, and he's handsome??

But then again... it's these three.. and more... that attracted me..

But i guess i'm stilll 'young' dunno much abtthe world..


we're still learning. Got to know a younger one.. ain't sure if we click yet.. but ya... i look thru life now... whoever comes, talk and enjoy the moment.. that's all...

whoever comes and go, fine, good bye.

work will numb all feelings. Well spent time such as eating kfc, or check out the breadtalk for new bread is not a bad idea either... i'll like to buy Imac still..

Dad gave his nod for that.. but i think i better not waste his money... I think i look better recently.. (kekeke! i know it's so 'embarrassing!' * auntie Lucy's action*)

But i guess we should all love ourselves more!

For the past two days, i had great time with my cousin-in-law.. cousin's husband. He came to town and we ate CHANG's korean restaurant at iluma. I bought Patissier's cake. Oh, first day we went to Tampines 1 to eat at Manpuku... they are something like the Sukudo...marche~ type.
So below are Manpuku's and CHANG rest pic respectively
























































Then today, Nov 7th 09, was Rebecca's birthday. We took that little foto.. but more of me on other people's camera. Check me out at my facebook!!! I'm prettier there! :P

*makes a peace sign*

^_^ one side of my earring that has the shape of a feline cat was lost.

All thanks to me. I hate myself.

why am i even living when things like these could be easily prevented?? i know what you meant. But if you think i'm that way, i doubt so anymore. But can we contact each other like we're friends then?

It's ok that we are world apart but it's not ok if we dont talk.
I would like to take this time to make a point for us to start
a friendly friendship you and i don't know where it will take
But i'm sure i will never be the same.
i will not be the girl you used to know me as
i will be a brand new person who will make you fat
yes i will be your partner in the food that we are abt to be fed. It's just three days and i feel like blogging again. I know i shouldnt do this because it will only make me reliant of avenues such as blogging to release myself. Although i'm abit pent up in my feelings, i should be able to neutralise them through techniques such as CBT, psychotherapy or.. maybe.. desensitization.. or to talk to someone...

which eventually i did for the latter. I found Wire( not the real name of course!! if he's wire, i'll be plier. LOL!) , a guy whom i clicked quite well as a 'best' friend. he was from okcupid too. but yeah.. this is like a friend whom i can talk things out... i rarely have a male close friend.. although i just exchange certain views of life like a few times.

Finally, i released all my sadness through him. he gave me another perspective to what i can do to the issue that was bothering me. don't ask me unless u know what i'm talking about.'

i'm writing this blog because i felt there's a slight need to be expressive. I'm not very expressive through face to face talking... I'm good at 'speaking in my brain'. I like that because I was able to pause for as long as i want, so i get all my thoughts organized and to correct what i wanted to say before it sprout from my 'inner' vocal. I can also press the 'del' button if anything is of wrong speech.



Oh right.. back to track.. I've been feeling touchy these days. Knowing he's online to check his profile and not msging is so.. making me.... hmm.. feeling bad. I get angry easily at things i dun see right?? like my brother doing things with no sense of urgency when time calls. not think carefully of certain things before speaking?? Plus, i've been spending money on food.. because my cousin's husband came down without our notice.. and dunno why... we're spending alot becos of him.. yes.. we were treating him food!!

But he doesnt appreciates at all?? eat until 50+!!! Korean food eh! walao eh..
PATTISSIER'S CAKE!! such heavenly cake, he said all are ok.. about the same.. wtf?

seriously eh! everyone eats the cake, all will say it's good! even D agrees w me TOTALLY??

i'm so not goin to treat him anymore... waste my money.

then my work cannot be done becos of him?? i had to accompany him and mom to places so he wont get bored that kind.. zzzz

*plays the song--Touchy by A-Ha*

I really wish the cause of this touchy feeling can be solved... W said i should msg V first.. to see how things go... because guys could be prideful.. or maybe shy... but i still gotthis feeling that he's none of the above?? he's not!!!

heck la.. maybe later.. if i ever recall.. i'll just msg him. i don't like calling people...

erm. ya..plus no room for my expt!!! damn!! everything's slowing down!! damn it

GOD SAVE ME!!!!

oh ya.. religion.. praying... is a form of release WOW~in just a short 9 months, i've posted like abt 60 posts! that would mean abt 6-7 posts per month.

ok, i came across adrian's blog.. an ex srjcian of the same batch as me . His posts are very very very insightful. I suddenly felt like i'm such a failure? I should do things like him.. Research, post up interesting videos and information of the phenomenon he sees. I think he's really good at applying the theories to our lives. ahh.. i think i'm losing touch with social psychology. I need to research..
but not this post.. because i'm writing this after finding songs of Zee Avi and having the intention to do my work later on.

haha! ok, i told V that to spend time wisely, do things like read a book or do constructive things to fil up our time. e.g. talking to someone in a cab ??

Then i said music is in a way waste of time. oh well. i think i put it across too bluntly. -_-"

it should be, you use music to complement your feelings and lifestyle.. and not use it to pass the time. in another words, it is not used as the mainstream of biding the time.

However, if you feel like listening to music.. e.g. rainy day, infront of the com and feeling like it's a great sunday when it's actually monday, play Zee Avi's songs!

They are great songs for a lazy sunday, a bright and warm relaxing morning to have your tea.

her songs are soo relaxing and cute. e.g

kantoi,
darling
bitter heart
first of the gang to die


However, if you think your day needs some sad songs because today seems like the end of the world. ( that's what im feeling now, because 1st day of school is tonight.. argh!) you can play sad songs, hmm maybe Closer by Travis?

Tears in heaven, love of my life, moody blues by Declan Galbraith (check out youtube)
movies, we'll never speak again, by Morten Harket (check out youtube)
crying in the rain by A-Ha( check out youtube)

and somewhere only we know by keane. :)

that's just a glimpse through my library of music. :D Social relationship is terribly difficult to understand. To think i have to consult this book called

"He's Just Not That Into You"

my friend forward the pdf version and after reading it. it talks about the signs of how men and women think, which i personally thinks it's quite interesting to know what the opposite sex is thinking about.

So i referred to the chapter of 'hes not into u because he doesnt call you'

yeah.. read abit and maybe we're giving ourselves too much assumption... we come up with naiive excuse to make ourselves happy. like he doesnt call me because he is busy.


"we are the rule, not the exception."

For me, i had that thought passing my mind but after a short discussion with D, i realized that i should not even have that kind of thought. i should know what's good and what's not good for me.
I don't want to be a dumb girl waiting in silliness for a 'dream man'. i'll love myself.


That guy V may be the most excellent guy i've come across but, if i were to put my perspective into his, i'll probably not settle for 1 girl only. i'll be searching for more so i have choices i can choose from. That explains the reason why there's no call. yeap... so he's just not that into me afterall.

plus, it's too good to be true to meet someone of his quality.

i guess i shall refocus my life. my life would be just work.. r/s... let nature takes its course. http://www.okcupid.com/tests/the-quick-amp-painless-enneagram-test

ur result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ...

Peacemakers are receptive, good-natured, and supportive. They seek union with others and the world around them.

How to Get Along with Me

• If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure.

• I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this.

• Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit.

• Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's OK to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally.

• Ask me questions to help me get clear.

• Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery.

• Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings.

• I like a good discussion but not a confrontation.

• Let me know you like what I've done or said.

• Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life.

What I Like About Being a NINE

• being nonjudgmental and accepting

• caring for and being concerned about others

• being able to relax and have a good time

• knowing that most people enjoy my company; I'm easy to be around

• my ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator

• my heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now

• being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe

What's Hard About Being a NINE

• being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive

• being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline

• being too sensitive to criticism; taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally

• being confused about what I really want

• caring too much about what others will think of me

• not being listened to or taken seriously

NINEs as Children Often

• feel ignored and that their wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant

• tune out a lot, especially when others argue

• are "good" children: deny anger or keep it to themselves

NINEs as Parents

• are supportive, kind, and warm

• are sometimes overly permissive or nondirective

i think today's the happiest day in my life. Although it's a short night, it had beeen a wonderful night. A bit awkward at certain times but overall i'll give a 75% distinction to tonight's first meet up/date if u would like to call.

Yes, tonight is 'The Day'. Met up with this guy from Okcupid and he looked really attractive in person as compared to the photos. I think i was drawn to him from the moment when i looked up from the directory at raffles city. I'm not sure about him. He looked at me for a few secs though as in he's thinking of something. LIke analysing?? i dunno! don't want to jump to any conclusion. So he suggest that we go down to check out the food.. I said Ding Tai Fung is a place i've longed to go and eat. Total spending on vege dumpling noodle, his i dunno what noodles and xiao long bao was $30. +.

Nice food and nice convo. talked about Da Vinci Code, Christianity, philosophy of life...Hero and Fringe, action movies... then... to speaking in front of a crowd... leadership.. and I talked about Isa, yes the president of my sc as an example of a born leader. wahh!!! i still.. admires him though. haha!

So we talked from abt 845 plus to 10, the closing time. haha! we're 'chased' out and he suggested that we go Esplanade to walk. At this point of time, i think he enjoyed my company..and i enjoyed his too because there werent much weird feelings of.. e.g embarrassment or what... and he even suggested to have a walk! So it's like a nice mutual feeling. If not, he could have suggested things like,

' so anywhere you want to go?', or ' going home after this??' or ' great dinner...'

that would be such a turn off.. and a sign to tell us that, ok! this guy doesnt worth my time and i guess i ain't that attractive in the way i talk or look..or both...

Or even if he does not say that, and he keeps looking at his watch.. or looked impatient, that's it.. you can zao.

But for him... i think he's such a good listener despite my bad fluency in english... he listened and nodded... and looked me in the eyes when we speak.. i think that's such a great characteristic! To be able to lend ur attention to someone when someone is speaking.

I'm not sure if it's me or what but he exudes different kind of 眼神 during our talks. there's like, excited eyes, dreamy eyes, agreeing (ya lo) eyes and hmm what else?? lol! i guess those were like the more prominent ones. haha!

like we all said, the eyes are the windows to one's soul. I like how he act and laugh when he was amused.

Ya, so we went to Esplanade's 1st level and went to the riverside.. it's my first time though to the riverside..and there were halloween at the pub. oh btw, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! then there's Wayang performance also.. so we stood near the river and the performance area to chat.

We talked about clubbing.. gay club, drinking and friends of his are poor drinkers at unusual times. then we talked about or rather, i talked about clubbing and me being conservative, then to life in general.. then to the integrated resort. blah blah..

There was a lot of laughters.. really nice. plus there were not much bright lightings, so it's a not-so-dark ambience to look at each other. For a couple of times, i saw his eye while i was talking abt my life... and he looked dreamy. hahaha!!! maybe he's tired.. but it could be of the expression of 'ah.. i see.... ok ok...yalo.. life's like that'

hahahaa!!! it's my interpretation la... dunno abt him. So we decided to go and find a place to sit... he said he's tired.. i asked if it's from standing too long.. he said yeah.. den replied, mine's high heels even worst right??

what i actually meant was that.. i dun even feel a tinge of tiredness! lol! and he said, ya.. that's why i think for u mah.. (i think he said that... or something along that line) so sweet!

so we sat down, had drinks and kaya toast... chat again... about driving.. malaysia.. food.. taxis.. my cow accident.. blah blah.. and it was 12am already...

Time flies seriously.. esp when i'm chatting with someone so much and plus laughter speeds everything up! Although i didnt really like the way i spoke tonight, i like the ideas behind the replies i gave though.. haha. at least it sets him thinking and have another perspective of life through me. MUAHAHAHA!

oh ya.. at the restaurant, a couple of times i dunno what to say?? so i anyhow whack an answer.. and that's how we moved from da vinci to speaking skills.. wth? i'm terrible.. :(:(:(




But i seriously enjoyed his company... plus a beautiful pair of eyes to add sparkles to the star studded night. a beautiful night indeed.




oh btw, I wore heels tonight and i was taller than him. hoho! he's 170. matured looking and great personality. oh oh.. from his talks, i gather that he saves alot of money.. goes bali. goes hk.. bangkok.. walao.. so rich. haha! oh and he was from AJC! *drools* smart!!!

oh oh.. here comes the beautiful ending of this post... short smses between him and me.


V: Hey nice meeting you tonight. Time really flies with you. Oh...and you look more gorgeous in person than your profile pics :-)

me: :) same here, I really enjoy talking to u! its been a while since ive met some1 whom i can click w. thank u so much 4 tht compliment! u look great too in person.

V: So the feeling's mutual? great :-) I've just reached home

Me: haha! ^_^ Oh, so u sped? lol. that's fast!

V: No la, normal speed limits. :) it's not far from my place

Me: Haha! i see. All righty then, have a good shower and a good night sleep! I'm so going to blog about tonight's great experience. :D

V: I'm not sleeping so soon, I'm still feelin a bit fresh, maybe i'll do some report frist. Could be from the tea i drank also... Now you're making me even more curious about your blog

Me: hmm yeah. am nt feeling sleepy too. :) haha! u shld be able to guess e contents as well since u went thru wht i went thru just nw. haha!

V: Well said...Hmmm, Still not letting me see the blog ah?

Me: hahaha! hmmm maybe. my blog has no pic/posts tht r dedicated to a certain theme. its abt how i feel of things? so it's like exposing my inner feeling to u? so nt now :P

V: hmmm... so like an online diary..k la, no problem.

good night whoever's reading this. :D

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