Saturday, September 12, 2009 9/12/2009 10:20:00 PM
lesson no. 50
there isnt any lesson that i specifically wish to address but i just feel like blogging.
however, if you feel that there is a tinge of lesson for u to bring home, take it.
and tell me if there is.
:D
i've been dreaming lately... alot of dreams in a night.. and yesternight was like the most i feel... cant even sleep. i am conscious of myself tosing and turning in my bed.
i even dreamt abt the guy who's selling the bao below my house...
is there no other ways to keep myself in the deep sleep stage?
i seriously need that. perhaps i'm eating too much of the DHA capsules... wrong usage. haha!
i know why i keep thinking of the bao guy (above) perhaps it's the mixture of how i feel. well i talked to Ben.L. and i realised that we're just friends only. cos he said night 'pal'.
so i thought i'm just being paranoid. misinterpreting all meanings he talked abt.
yes.. let's not be hopeful of such stuff.. it only bring pain. oh, and i believe, to be in a rls, it's going to be so taxing. it's sweet of course, but to think of each other (unconsciously, or unknowingly) is quite torturous...it seems like you cant do your work properly.. unless u're that smart. LIke my fren... Sam. she's cool. i think... oh.. she's one of my fren in jcu...
ok.. yeah. but it's all just speculation. i dun even know how it feels like! i guess i'll just wait till i finish my study before getting into one.. naturally. haha!
ok.. after writing.. nothing special still..
*shrugs* nightsz