Friday, August 28, 2009 8/28/2009 11:57:00 PM
sick of this world?
ahhh.. i feel so sick now. although the fever had subsided and the flu is on its way to recovery...i think my gastric is giving me prob... i dunno why. pangs of hunger led to gastric? and when that comes, i cant breathe..as if i had asthma.. as if my nose is blocked and i feel terrible. flatulence wind.. pain..
am i really inheriting what my mom is having? oh please i dun want. perhaps it's not inheritance but some term i read somewhere that says what the person is having, the other party will have the link.. the connection too.
i dunno what can help me now. no one... even my mom cant help me... i've ate the gastric medicine oready but it seems that the process is such a slow one.
i feel so lonely so sad to face all these by myself...sigh..
oh.. just a side track.. i din know my fren got into a rls after she got out. its good to see someone to couple with another. Congrats! but heyszzz when will i know? do i know him? haha
hmm.. den Ben Leong that time e spddate guy i wrote abt meeting him, i felt as if he's got something to tell me but he didnt... perhaps it wasnt time yet. after this msn talk with him, i felt something.. but not sure what... like? or perhaps i was bored... yeah.. should be. he said before that unless he knows a girl like him,, and he likes the girl, he will then take the initiative. but that's quite dumb though. how would e girl let you know she likes u before u show that u like her?
oh ya.. talking abt piano.. i've decided to take a break.. after much bad blood with B.oh well, he's muggle. so he doesnt know what i meant when he kept bugging me that time. hahaha! i have to find out the one at Square 2. i tot i saw it at 140...
but den, i saw this violin course at Wolfgang violin studio at UEsquare, and i was tempted. but it was quite ex.. theory is 180 for 10 lessons @ 45 mins. and pract is 165 for 4 lessons @ 30 mins.
i think i'll learn when i'm abit older. that's when i have a job to sustain this expensive learning.