Wednesday, July 8, 2009 7/08/2009 12:31:00 AM
lesson no. 39--painful to love someone
been slacking for e past 1 week... and so fast im meeting my beloved supervisor i've long wanted...teoh aini!
i'm lucky to get her. she's soo nice.
i think i ought to be responsible for my studies. or rather MORE responsible.
but i'll be meeting this guy i know thru.. speeddate.. yes. i know that's dumb... but i no longer patronise that site.
normal average not so good looking guy.. but we click well.. somehow.. not that extent of best fren. but ok nia.
den i came across 乔振宇. google him.
he's so suave!
so when sub consciously compared them... i no long wish to be in rlnshp anymore..
i would rather let pple love me than i love someone else.. it's painful.
even more so if the guy i like is a male artiste.. suffer more!!!
so i decided not to be idol crazy... and just be normal.. smile and be positive.. and sleep of course.. so got good skin to welcome guys of all kinds.. hahaha! not pervertic ones of course. LOL!!