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Monday, July 27, 2009 7/27/2009 01:00:00 AM

lesson no 43- don't hope, be prepared.

don't believe people easily.

they are not as good as you think....but atthe same time, don'tlet them know that you don't like them

justpretend it is still the same.

be the good person.

and don't hope that things would go your way. always plan for the worst. it's better to be caught prepared and not unprepared. same goes for friendship. ppple changes... but just don;t know when...

and sometimes we gotta reflect on ourselves if we are the one who changed... if we did.. better be for the good.. not the worst.

hahaha

anyway.. just an input besides the lesson... know a Gibraltarian... part of spain but a british colonisation. cool.. 30,000 pple only.. so little! and the culture is so special... i used to hope tat i would get to chat and hopefully get closer to a caucasian...and tada.. get into a rls with an angmoh.. kekeke!

i used to like angmoh, den i switched to jap..then korean, china...haha! but afterall, after much observation, having angmoh kids are cooler. i hope my daughter would be a beautiful eurasian. hehe!

ok but that's too far... lol! ya. but i dun hope.. i no longer hope for such stuff... it onlymakes me feel worse.

and i totally dun believe that he add me becos he likes me. but rather i said i 'was interested' in him on facebook's application. haha!

but oh well... impossibility.

Saturday, July 25, 2009 7/25/2009 12:20:00 AM

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Tuesday, July 21, 2009 7/21/2009 10:53:00 PM

lesson no. 42 --- WHAT DO YOU SEE! i absolutely love this song!

NDP09 Theme Song - What do you see? (English)
Composition & Lyrics by Electrico

Verse 1: There’s a jewel on the ocean,
a gem upon the sea
Where the future is an open book
A land of destiny
We could set our sights into the wind and sail the seven seas
or climb the highest mountain top as long as we believe
What do you see? What do you see?

Chorus: See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come
Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun
With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring
What do you see? What do you see?

Verse 2: Now the time has come to reach out,
To open up to see
That we stand together in this land
Cos we are family
As thoughts of reaching to the sky are carried on a dream
With hearts and minds united, our dreams we will achieve
What do you see? What do you see?

Chorus 2: See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come
Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun
With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring
What do you see…

Bridge: What do you see when life makes you take on a mountain
You’ll see that nothing’s gonna stand in your way
Together we can share
The strength of a million
and the courage of a million more

Chorus End: See the moon and the stars, look how far we have come
Look around at our faces, they shine brightly in the sun
With our hopes and dreams, imagine what tomorrow it may bring
Cos the sky’s the only limit when you’re not afraid to dream
What do you see? What do you see..

NDP09 Theme Song - 就在这里 (Chinese)
曲：Electrico
词：小寒
Verse 1:
A1 没有山脉的雄伟这有靛蓝海水
晚霞中古城或许很美我有家的堡垒
A2 有些优势世界忘了给我们不曾後悔
没有翅膀的人类一样也能起飞
B 就在这里把梦开启

Chorus:
C 其实我们很像决心握在手上
有你在我身旁就不怕更高地翱翔
越不可能到达的理想越助燃我胆量
就在这里我们启航

Verse 2:
A3 懂得万物会枯萎我们不掉泪水
懂得幸福之所以完美是因为这堡垒
A4 我们掌握自己是谁不让命运插嘴
你我就算是人类也要跟着起飞
B 就在这里把梦开启

Chorus 2:
C 其实我们很像决心握在手上
有你在我身旁就不怕更高地翱翔
越不可能到达的理想越助燃我胆量
就在这里

Bridge:
D 我们启航远方
带回天空更晴朗
你看远方逆风造不成阻挡
我和你加在一起会更加勇敢
去打开从未见过的光芒

Chorus End:
C 其实我们很像决心握在手上
有你在我身旁就不怕更高地翱翔
越不可能到达的理想越助燃我胆量
越靠近太阳越不怯场我只会更坚强
就在这里我们启航

Thursday, July 16, 2009 7/16/2009 12:56:00 AM

lesson no. 41---pls brush up your bootlicking skills before practical lesson.

think before u speak.... and..... to say it tactfully..

without leaking your intentions...

and not making pple feel offensive when you praise them. *praise* would mean literally in ur meaning.. but not in others..

Today ( wednesday) gossiped some juicy news with someone who helps me.

let's just use 'he' for generalisation sake, no indication of woman or man.

the person we're gossiping is reallly an a**hole. he is like going around spreading news like fire in the wild forest! Making other pple's r/s with the other fren(not literally) bad...

and just so nice on that same day, while i was discussing some things with my frens which is considered impt, he butted in and boot licked us (the fourth yrs). well.,,he butted in while we were discussing impt stuff!

so rude?!?! but ok.. nvm...... since he's our fren, just talk abit and look at him to give him face lo.

Then, the disgusting bootlicking process starts to level up. say how smart are we.. doing such diff work.. all so hardworking...

got J and L already very zai oready, den plus E, even better.. den with Yeelee, wah.. 跟 P tcher 搞好关系就可以了。

and what he meant is, we 4 are some supreme team... yes. of course it's supreme to him.. cos he's not in hons prg yet mah...

it's damn insulting when he said the sentence of me in chinese... fine.. i was too angry.. too angry to burst my temper to him. so i said something to suan him : i was fuming mad inside when i repeated what he said... ‘我跟P 搞好关系？’

and he said, ‘对啊！’

wtH? still can say ‘对啊！’, damn you la. so 白目. do i look like i'm a hooker? do i look like im someone who uses relationship to climb the education ladder?? so that means my 4th yr is fake one la?

So i suan him lo.
me： ‘P, 我请你喝酒。’

J heard that and laughed.. i wonder if he's laughing the hidden meaning, the suanning part, or he's laughing plainly at this sentence.

how dumb can one be?? he's obviously saying something very offensive. he said J and L are smart pple, and E oso.... of course, he said J and L are smart in 1 breath. he stopped to think that it's better to include the two of us.... or rather.. just E... and he stopped again, so to continue to praise wrongly of me.

so that means me being in 4th year is so not a representation of my true capabilities ah? only L and J and E are smart to u lo?

pls la.. go and take up PR course la. or go and read up books on how to bootlick better.

Saturday, July 11, 2009 7/11/2009 02:48:00 PM

lesson no. 40-- make life interesting

i've nv tried before on a meetup, chatting while walking from one destination to another...

usually if you meet someone for lunch, it's rare that you will walk from bugis to fulushou complex, to sim lim sq, den to eat beancurd and via wilkie edge to peace centre to The Cathay.

it's a new exp... for a new person u meet. instead of just sitting there, eat talk, walk around the same building... that's all. or even watch movie dinner, go home.

lingered for hmmm 4.5 hours around those places said, before going to Hokkaido fair at Tamp. Mall.

all in a day. quite exciting though. esp the fair. you get to sample lotsa stuff. and see lotsa stuff.

wanted to queue up for the i think it's call dorayakI? it's something like those u get from mr bean, those pancakes with fillings.. BUt there's already a long queue. not really a special thing, so i decided not to queue cos it's a waste of time.. and!!

to become one of those singaporeans who like to queue. no offences... but just a sudden thought.

then yesterday, oh btw, the above was on thurs.

went and 'chill with jo and cy...at this place at IOI plaza.. near the middle road...
it's like some ktv bar.. just that you're singing with everyone looking that kind.. rather new. but not attractive to me at all. it's something like some bugis st chinese pple would come to chill. no offence but it's quite wierd. if singing were to take place, i'll coop myself in a ktv room. there's pool tablesss too.

bah,.... it was kinda waste of money and time... becos i dun even talk to the frens of cy and jo... and i din manage to get the last bus back when the directory said the last bus is 0022.

dotz... made me take a taxi home. so sad! i shouldnt go out cos i have alot of work to do.....

:(

yes. i'm not going out le despite other frens i know are going too.. like VIncent. or his fren.. or with anyone.

it's interesting yes.. cos they are going to Dempsey some time next week or for the next outing.. want togo.. cos haha.. might get soem guys to treat us beer again. hehehe!

but oh well, let's just face reality, the beers meant it for jo and cy. and.. i aint gonna waste money on alcoholic drinks though that is the one that will give u a 'high class' feeling .haha!

hello, grasshopper was disgusting... peppermint flavoured, pls dun order that unless u're a big fan of peppermint.. uRgh!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 7/08/2009 12:31:00 AM

lesson no. 39--painful to love someone

been slacking for e past 1 week... and so fast im meeting my beloved supervisor i've long wanted...teoh aini!

i'm lucky to get her. she's soo nice.

i think i ought to be responsible for my studies. or rather MORE responsible.

but i'll be meeting this guy i know thru.. speeddate.. yes. i know that's dumb... but i no longer patronise that site.

normal average not so good looking guy.. but we click well.. somehow.. not that extent of best fren. but ok nia.

den i came across 乔振宇. google him.

he's so suave!

so when sub consciously compared them... i no long wish to be in rlnshp anymore..

i would rather let pple love me than i love someone else.. it's painful.

even more so if the guy i like is a male artiste.. suffer more!!!

so i decided not to be idol crazy... and just be normal.. smile and be positive.. and sleep of course.. so got good skin to welcome guys of all kinds.. hahaha! not pervertic ones of course. LOL!!

Friday, July 3, 2009 7/03/2009 12:08:00 PM

lesson #38-- do what u feel like doing

Life's too short for regrets.... quoted from famous saying.. and my fren's fb profile.

yes.. so if u feel like dolling up yourself.. despite the fact that u are not going anywhere...just do it.

what if someone thinks u're pretty?? hehehe

it would be perfect for me today.. if my face werent plagued with pimples and acne.. :(((((

ok.. forget that sentence... pls dun imagine.

ya. so just wear what you like. and be what u like.. dun be restricted by your own norms and stereotypes becos they wont bring you far.