oh my! i'm so excited to type this post! Ok. how am i going to start.

FYI--- in case you dun like grandma story of what the grandma sees and hear, u don't have to continue. "(



Friday, jo asked me out for some chilling. i told her no clubbin. So she suggested that they would go to Zouk to get their hand stamp before going somewhere else to chill. But end up... she changed to Butter Factory. Ok. so i associate chilling with BF.

In the end, i dressed like some ah ma...and go there to see all girls and guys in their best-est outfit as if they are there for some fashion parade. seriously!!!
It's at One FUllerton u see.. high class clubbers high class dressing. haha

so the music was great before it gets into the mood of everyone dancing and getting jam packed.

it almost got me dancing. that's the good music i'll say.. not electric or rnb techno.. etc.

They order burbon coke(only vincent's drinking cos i dun think anyone likes it), den. peach or cherry vodka??? after that.. got another jugs of 2 other flavour, orange, and perhaps sprite and lemon. den i dunno who ordered lime plus plain alcohol in the 12 small 'shooters?' glass... all tried.. except me. i know that one will get u drunk damn fast. cos it's 1 gulp drink i think..
den they had cherry flavour? it's red one... I drank that. and lastly.... choco milk, or choco cream? but anyway. it's just choco.. .that gets me feeling so blissful .haha!!! yes i know that sounds so wierd becos it's alcohol.. bad stuff.. yet makes u feel like u're not commiting any sins at all. hahaha!
it's dammn thick and creamy. heavenly i'll say. haha

soon the music gets worst..((to my definition)) and that's when everyone gets kinda high after all those drinks they were ordering.
getting into the club and ordering drinks and chatting is kind of pre-high phase...den a few handful of pple dancing is transition phase, den as everyone is trying to get it, and a huge bunch of pple starts to get to the floor and platforms to dance,,,,, that's the escalating phase.

and as the night gets shorter, which is.. .abt 12-1.30 or around there... pple starts to dance to the music.. scream to the music... take pics... heads bobbing, body intimacy.. body in contact with body...laughing, wierd pple dancing even more wierdly, freedom, de-stressing symptoms, expressions, wierd dance moves, delusions, drunks(noun), changing from floor to platform to show off, show offs, in their own world dance moves and looks......enjoyment, cute and hilarious moves, oh and haha!
girls or rather.. matured ladies of i believed to be non-locals..AND super matured ladies in their sexy outfit squeezing thru the crowds to the dj counter, offering drinks... and even offering a.....


hmm i couldnt see well, but i strongly believed that it's a kiss to the handsome dj. i believe that's the sign of being drunk and happily-dunno-what-they-are-doing syndrome. the dj was damn shocked. seriously seriously!!! as the counter( any better words???) is higher than the floor, the 2 matured ladies had to climb this huge speaker( i presume) and prop herself to the counter. she (just 1 lady out of e 2) asked him over, brought him near to her, and (i believe the dj thought she was going to offer some words of encouragement or congratualatory words to his ear, ) alas! it was not the turning of the head at the end of bringing his head forward her. ---in another words, if u want to whisper, you bring a head forward and turn the head so you speak into the ear)

gosh. it was quite a few secs u know?? LOL! wth????
the dj had a very wierd expression i tell u. i swear.
smiling, awkward, 'wth', kena kissed by old not very glam/hot chick(hen), is-this-a-joke, who-are-you-and-why-are-you-kissing-me, i-don't-want-but-you-forced-it-on-me, i'm sorta public person so i got no choice but to just smile... LOOK.

pardon my eng... i'm not very good at eng expression. ha ....ha.....


of course. not only me that saw that.. my femme frens too. hommes were dancing their way in their world.

den as the the alcohol wears out (for me... previously i felt the trembling of my legs after i stop bobbing to the music), i realised that i just like to sit down. kick my leg in tandem to the beats of the music and watching pple have their happenings around me.
THat's when i realised CLUBBING is more than what it seems to the world. LOL! THIS IS E CRUX OF THIS POST ACTUALLY! LOL!!!!!!

i see diff kinds of pple. trans or x dresser, cool dress pple, sexy pple. angmoh. wierdo indiano, fashionistic pple, elegant pple, etc..

and thru their dance moves... i realised that some pple are just there to enjoy themselves by dancing to the beats. some treat club as some stage performance or some practice area. lol!.

some just want to de-stress by gulping alcohol and shake their booty. haha. nah. it's just 'exercising' . haha!
some, don't even care if you;re looking at them but just do their moves, believing that they r so enjoying the way they dance. they feel that by dancing that way, it's cool and yet attractive....

some really like dancing.. some to check out girls, some want to indulge in their own world for this time. ALL BCOS of.... hmmm

Maybe the bottom line is, to be who they want to be. hmm wait.. or is it that they dun want to care so much but just indulge in their world of nobody. just me and the dancefloor and with the attitude of " i dun abt u but i want to express myself cos of the...... 'reasons i gave above'"

aiyah.. forgot what i wanted to write. had so much of thoughts on the night itself and in the end the tiredness overcome me.


hmm den oh yea. clubbing is some kind of fashion oso. like u really have to be in your best outfit and makeup to be outstanding and be 'well-liked'

i dunno.. saw a no. of fotos.. and idunno if i'm just sensitive or what... vin and jo are like that close. and by looking at the fotos again. i realised that there's some similarities btwn them. like that kind of similarities u see btwn a married couple? not that i'm saying both of them are. but ya! it's just that if she hadnt got a bf, prob he would be courting her. haha
dunno la. vin seems like a freq clubber. but he's a guai gia. cool guy and yet act cute when there's camera, with dance moves so classic. haha!!




ok. side track abit, jo vin ade mich and kelv are going diving at tioman.. wah!??! a chance to get closer! hahaa.. eh who knows right? cos 3 gals and perhaps 2-3 guys... sexy bikini wears, beach, sunshine, fun, enjoyment, lovely times under the stars, good food, goood time tgt on land and water... etc.


ah so envious of them! sigh.. but it's good oso.. cos i'm not going to show my fats off to the guys. unless i really get rid of my fatty tummy and my hips... all are skinnys for ur info.. so one big sized elephant's going to leave a bad footprint. ok.. ya.. i'm just ranting my desire to be with them. i think i'm like a follower? i'm nt in any way enjoying it.. not like i'm releasing the full personality of mine. i'm like still trying and still finding??? got qy that group.. but.. i still withhold myself. ah. i guess i cant be as frank as i am with my mom. becos she's my mom. not outsider.
dun need to care much of hurting and scared of reuniting back. mom's just so great! she's the greatest person i can ever have. (gosh, why is it that i'm just merely talking/or typing abt mom, and tears just well up in my eyes??)


ok BACK TO TRACK!!! i think this is a vicious cycle thing. if u're dressed up nice, you got pple dancing beside u.. like real close with u? and those pple who dance towards the person who dressed up, they want to be 'liked'. it's social desire.. something to do with social psychology.
((lazy to find out the real word))

and u dress up.. to get pple coming around u. thats like the ultimate goal i think, of anyone la..not just club go-ers. and those dance towards them, want them to like them.. and hopefully get to know them, befrens and voila.


clubbing is an avenue for stress relief... an escapade from the reality. a place where you get to reallly enjoy what u normally dont do...

eg. drink. get drunk..
dance the moves u nv would do infront of anyone
sing out and enjoy the best moments
dance real close with girls and guys u dunno
go home late
erm.. there are more.. but i'm just lazy to type em all out. i'm doing this during office hours, and it's nearing to dismissal time liao.

u'll know when u get into a club.



and that's the advantage... .disadvantage... ear drums temporarily spoilt,
not enough sleep, dark circles,
alcohol to damage liver,
beer belly.
heaty.. gets sorethroat
no water for u to drink except alcohol. and alcohol tends to give u bad breath.. somehow. dunno y
drunk and u dunno how silly u may look. not that i'm saying all look silly. but just some pple i saw...
erm. late night dangers,.. robbery or rape..

soaring taxi fares are killers.
tiredness from dancing.
sore throat due to shouting of what u want to say to another one... and in turn spoiling ur ear drums
kena 'chi to fu' if u 're drunk.. not that i had kena.
what else?? alot la..

i might update again..


oh btw, i like taking fotos of pple enjoying. :)


Ciao